Thursday, November 11, 2004 @1:34 AM
alright peeps... listen up!.. im back... yup! im back wif my revenge and my deepest hatred on pple hu juz constanly pretended to like me bt hated me deep in them and dun dare to show it out.. oh c'mon.... fuck off will u!!... If ur motive is to make me fall hard right on the ground so that u can step on me...think again.. its not gonna happen...My only downfall will only happen when im no longer standing on the earth.(yes! When Im dead!) i may be quiet all the time.. bt dat doesnt mean i gt nth to say... dats juz me.. AND I AM HU I AM... and nth's gonna change! So pple... hate me and i MEAN HATE ME HARD for all i care!!! juz want u to noe dat my hatred 4 u is juz juz too hard 4 u to handle...!!!
I AM HU I AM!
The shadows fall, in my darkened room
Where the candles cast an eerie light.
Bathing my face in darkness,
Hiding my emotions.
I wish that somebody would tell me
Who I am
Not who they want me to be,
Or who I make myself
But who I really am.
You say that you don't like me
You say that you want to change me
It hurts, but you don't care.
As long as I'm in pain, you are happy.
As long as I'm crying, you are laughing.
I want to be myself
Not a "freak", not a "weirdo"
Just ME
But how can I be?
When no one will let me!
"Do this"
"Wear this"
"Say this"
I am nothing
I am your puppet on a string
You've mangled my heart and my head
You've destroyed me!
But I won't let you change me anymore
Who am I?
I am ME!
I TRUSTED YOU
You reached inside my soul
Emptied my emotions and twisted my heart
With your bare hands
Your words harsh and your lips cold
You feel no emotion
Weeping aloud I wonder why?
I trusted you with my deepest secrets
My empty heart I gave to you
You filled it up and poured it out
And left me bleeding
Alone and broken
I thought you were different
So full of love and advice
Tender and warm
Cold and unfeeling
A monster trapped inside your mind
Wanting only one thing
Devoured me slowly
You made me
You destroyed me
You were like my good friend to me.
But sadly to say, I was nothing to you
I am
Nothing!
Used!
Nobody!
Gone!